Thursday, September 4, 2008

~Carpe Diem~

Sitting in my room, staring at my ceiling high above my head, thinking of thoughts that make no sense, wondering about our purpose here on Earth... But seriously folks, what IS our purpose here on Earth..As a Christian raised and bred in a Catholic family, I'm taught that there is divine plan, by God who is the Man above all else who created everything within 6 days. Now, I get that part. But. What is mysteriously unexplainable is, What are We doing here?? Patch hunter Adams theory on human evolution in present times is right on cue- " Man is born, suffers a serious amount of pain, man dies". Many around the world including myself would agree on that statement... Because alot get so caught up in worldly pleasures this temporary world has to offer and we often don't think about- What Next? So you have a good job, you get a good car, a wife to die for, a beautiful life (to you), and then what? What is the meaning of all this that we're experiencing thru life.. for what purpose? Look at yourself in the mirror.. In due time when you return to dust, will anything you do RIGHT NOW at this very second matter then? People today violently collect riches and have an undying thirst for power, and they'll do anything to get it- by any means. No matter who they step on, what they do, as long as they receive their 'rightful' profits for a better life.. And alot of us love to look down, belittle, shun, and say all sorts of mean things for different reasons because doing so makes us feel better and more superior than the one we hate and abhor. But I've come to realize and see, that in our time in this short world, though we may hate, despise, loathe another human being, and feel more superior or even greater- we all perish in the same manner. We are born in our nothingness, and we'll all die in our nothingness. Our bodies will be eaten up by the same worms, and our skeletons will be left to rot for centuries on end.. No matter how great you feel you are, no matter how awesome your life is, no matter who you hate, no matter who you love, what good you do, what wrong you do- you and the one you feel superior to end up on parallel proportions at the end of your lives.
I personally too am not liked by some, and even just resented for no apparent reason. But I don't hhate the person/persons back because there is no reason for me to. To those of you reading this, ask yourself, for every person that you can think of that you dislike, or even hate for some reason, is it worth it to fillyour heart up with feelings of such disdain? Life to me, is too short for me to allow myself to be filled with feelings and thoughts that will have no bearing on my life and its path, other than just making my thoughts askew far away. This is why I don't hate the one that hates me. No matter what you do to hurt me or crush me, its all in vain because you have been given a frame time to live out your sentence here on Earth- and you want to use to hate and hurt another? Now what good does that do to you and the rest?

Though we may not fully understand our purpose in life, or what happens after our time has come, one thing is for sure, the memories that you leave behind for the living to enjoy and cherish are priceless. What you do right now at this very second may not matter a single bit two seconds from now, every single memory you leave behind for the undead will definitely be a purple heart on yr badge when you go to meet your maker.

Carpe Diem- the two strongest words in Lation history gives us a little hint on our objective here on Earth. SEIZE THE DAY.... Yes, seize the day, and make the most out of it. For tomorrow should you depart from this life, the hunger for your presence again,may be partially filled with the memories of you, not by hatred or resentment.. So, Carpe Diem my fellow readers, for our time is short.. It is time to discard all the disparagement, and allow our hearts to love and live. Forget the ones you hate, forget the ones who hate you, forget the ones who will not alter the course of your life and be nothing but a withering pain that appears and disrupts the life you want to live.

As i write this, i wish that all of you read this will take a good look at your own life as i have done with mine. Time to think and start living.. Carpe Diem.